Joey ate my last stick of gum so I killed him. Do you think that was wrong?

I cant wait to move out!! Not because life at home is horrible or anything, I mean there are times where it is frustrating and I know sooner or later if i dont move out things may get bad.  But I cant wait to move out because then I will be with my boyfriend everyday adn everynight and I wont have to cry everytime he walks out of my house at the end of the night! :( I know I know Im a big baby lol.  But its true I bawl my eyes out most nights when he leaves to go home! Im so excited to just be on our own and do what we want, when we want and most of all be together every night <3

So for Valentines day I am going to the one time showings on the big screen of, The Big Lebwoski, Pulp Fictoin, adn Scarface.  I will be in the theaters untill approximitly 3 am.. my boyfriend is so lucky Im letting him be this our V-day plans lol :P

Some people are soo akward! They make situations akward for no reason and sometimes it seems deliberate.  Like when your out in a very public place and your with your boyfriend and his ex girlfriend is there and she starts talking to people right beside you about how they used to date and when they broke up and stuff .. just seems a little weird.  And when they tell you to get a room when you kiss is just kinda rude, its okay when its your friends and theyre just being silly or kidding, but when its someones ex and theyre being seriouse it makes things weird lol.  But ohweeeeellll .. Im happy so it donst matter :) they can suck it!

Did I mention i want it to be this time next year?? So I can move out .. I think I did?? .. hmmmm.

Im sorry for the kinda of sadish post today but this is just the mood i ended up being in i guess.  I promise .. okay I cant promise cause Im a veeerrrry moody person and I cant say Ill be happier later lol :P But hopfully I can bring a little happier post next time!!

Hippo milk is pink!

This weekend me, my sister and my boyfriend went to Nanaimo to visit my dad and step mom and we got stuck there! All the ferries all day and most of the night were canceled! There was a really bad wind storm.  We waited and the ferry terminal for a while for the second to last ferry and then they said it was canceled too so we gave up for the night and left, then last we find out that the very last ferry left and went home! But I am very glad we werent on it because if the ferries ALL day were canceled and the winds werent getting that much better I really didnt want to be on a ferry out there anyways! I would have been freaking out the whole time :P  But the weekend was really good! i had an awsome time :) The boyfriend and I stayed in a hostle, we had a private room cause I wouldnt be able to share with randoms lol.  But we could still hear everyone in the building walking around and it was soooo weird!! And in the middle of the night I could hear a fight happeneing outside cause my dad lives on the main streeet in "downtown" lol so theres quite a few clubs and bars arounf the place we were so quite a few drunks walking around! And someone woke me up by washing our window at 5 am!! But the city is really nice and now boyfriend wants to move there one day so I guess Im moving to Nanaimo one day? :P

Now I am not the brightest person in the world .. at all! I took english 11 in highschool like everyone else but I was told that I wasnt smart enough to take english 12, and I was advised to take communications instead so I could graduate with everyone on time.  And this was from the teacher.  Im not good at poetry or reading between the lines in stories or poems and i couldnt write one if my life depended on it! But the boyfriend is really cute and thinks he can get me to write a hiaku!! And I promptly told him that it will not work and I will most deffinatly fail! He dosnt believe me so now tomorrow I will have to prove to him how dumb his girlfriend is! lol.

hmmm what else??? ...
I cant think of anything else .. so I guess thats it for now!

I WANT A ZEDONK!

I am very excited that this weekend is the weekend I get to go away for a veeeeerrrrryyyy short period of time! lol :P But I get to go visit my dad and step mom, with my little sister and my boyfriend :)! I am excited to be on the ferry and to stay in a hostle :P and to just not be here for a little bit lol!

I cant wait until I can go away on a real trip! Somewhere farther away than the Island, and for a longer period of time than one night! Atleast a long weekend! ATLEAST! preferably a week or two.  Somewhere really nice and fun! I am going to California in October with my sister, dad and step mom for my sisters grad! Unfortunatly the boyfriend isnt coming to that one :( So I will have to miss him greatly!! :(!! But it will be fun!

The bestie has introduced me to the best place ever .. FAT BURGER! lol :P Before this week I have never been there before and the chocolate\vanilla swirl milkshake is the best thing I've ever had! :P Sooo yummy!!

I have a very sweet and very caring boyfriend everyone! Did you guys know that?! Cause I doo! lol :3 He's very good to me all the time and I know I say this quite frequently in my blog post's, but I love him very much! :) <3 And even though me and the bestie enjoy poking fun at him and making his life just generally difficult, we love him just the same :P ... but me more ;)

And yes everyone I am very aware that my spelling is terrible and I have no intentions of fixing that :)

mmmm jello!

So I watched the One Tree Hill season premire episode and I was sooo confused!! If anyone else watched it they will know why! The begging was so random and had no point to the rest of the episode .. I am very sad it's ending though :( and I really hope that Peyton and Lucas make an apperiance for the last season!

Also this weekend it was my boyfriends, friends birthday.  We went to a pub close by and I think everyone had a pretty good time :).  I had a much better time once my blondie showed up! i didnt really have any money to go drink so me and her were the sobers ones of the night! (pretty much the only sober ones .. ) I dont really like being around drunk people unless Im drunk too.  They annoy me :P unless Im in the mood for them, then they can be pretty funny lol! But unfortunately I made a really dumb mistake and went home early without telling anyone I was leaving (including the boyfriend).  I just got in a cab and left.  Then while I was in the cab I got texts asking where I was. :( And then I felt really bad about the whole evening later.  But good news is everything is better today and everything got worked out I think :)

JELLO IS YUMMY!

Tomorrow I am going to meet with a person from the school I will be attending fro Hair Design :) I am so excited to start school and learn as many things as I can and start my career!! 

tv is exciting isnt it?

helllloooooo.

There are soo many good shows on right now! Some of them I will be a bit embarressed to let you know that I watch lol.  But tonight was the come back of one of my old favorties .. ONE TREE HILL!! I have to admit I havn't watched it yet becuase I have it recorded and I'm waiting until tomorrow so I have something to do durring the day.  But I am very excited and have heard its really confusing? So Im interested to see what that is all about.  Okay now the rest I am a liiitttllleee embarrassed to admit that I watch them lol, but another one is The Batchelor.  Ben is out new Batchelor this season and I think he was an excellent choice :P.  I can already tell which girls I like and which I reaaallly dont! Blakeley and Courtney are the two so far who I realllyy dont care for at all! They just seem so fake and rude and I just really dont like them in general.  Actually I lied :P I dont know which girls I really like or who I want to be at the end.  But atleast I know who I dont like :P which is usually what I figure out first anyways :P.  Another show i used to looove then I kind lost interest and now Im kinda getting back into is Vampire Diaries.  I dont really like Elana, I think shes a little annoying and lame lol.  But I really like Damon (who dosnt ;) ) and I have to admit I liked Caroline too.  I dont really know where the show is headed but it looks pretty good.  Okay now this show I have to admit .. I watch it every night and I refuse to miss it and I reaaallllly dont get why but I am obsessed!! The Girls Next Door, the show about Hugh Heffner and his girlfriends and Playboy.  And I think Playboy is super interesting and I think working for Playboy would be something verrryy cool and I think Id love it!  I even have my favorite girlfriends and play mates :P Dont Laugh! :3 And now the last shooowww .. i think .. ? Its a new show that I thought I wouldnt like at all but turns out I really enjoy it and I never would have watched it if my boyfriend didnt make me! But the Sopranos is suuuuuch a good show! I really like the story line so far and how the show goes.  Im still on the first season so its not like I've seen too too much of it, but Im liking it so far! :)

So thats my rant for the night .. yes, tv is all I could think of!

ostridges vs. ostrich

I have come to realize lately that I have a serious problem that is starting to affect my life and a certain few around me .. I am the most, unbelievably, horrifically, stubborn person you will ever meet.  And I will stick to what I am saying until i start crying over it.  I can hear myself in my own head yelling no! you are wrong and you need to tell him that! But instead I let him leave and then end up calling him back bawling my eyes out because i want him to come see me :3.  I have been told this about myself pretty much my whole life, its just lately that I am finding it a problem for myself .. which ofcorse is all that matters ;) (jk! im not thiiiis horrible)  All I can say is thank god that my boyfriend is who he is and is soooo unbelievably and undeserving patient with me and always is able to calm me down and make me feel better! :) i love you babe! <3

On a different note, I just got home from another late night out of crazy starbucks drinking and food eating night with one of my best friends! Some how we alwaaaaayyyysss end up staying out till the middle of the night and end up at McDicks or Denny's because apparently we only get hungry in the wee hours of the night? :P

And I am super excited for a mini trip I have planned with my sister and my boyfriend to go visit my dad and step mom :) They live a little ways away so its hard to see them sometimes and we've only been to they're new place once and my boyfriend hasnt been there yet at all so I'm excited to bring him there and go visit with them :). And yes you grammer natzi's I realize this was one big run on sentance but i dont care! so ha! .. :)

dress came todaaaaay!

Soo this is the dress i ordered off of the website to my favorite store eveeeeerrrrr! Torrid for the win :) Can you tell its the first time I've ordered something online? :P Anyways I am very happy with it and I will wear for the rest of the day now .. even though its raining -_- And the boyfriend really liked it which helps out lol.

Today was my sunday you could say.  Since I am a worker at Starbucks I dont really have a set scheduale and I work very odd hours and days sometimes.  So this week I had Wednesday and Thursday off work which i like having my wednesdays off because my best friend gets every Wednesday off too so we have our own little tradition of going to ihop and starbucks and doing our own thing :)  But on the thursday since my boyfriend and bestfriend work monday to friday I dont really have anything to do durring the day.  So I usually stay in bed untill 1130 so I have less time to wait untill "the boyfriend" is done work and can come see me :) :P Which is what i did today!

And today was JERSDAAAAAAYYYY!! Yes I am one of them! :P I was so excited for the season 5 premire tonight! I thought it was very good.  And I must say when they were in Italy and Mike told everyone about him and Snookie, I really thought he was lieing.  But after watching tonights episode I gotta say I think theres some truth to his words now! Did you see how she got when Jioni got around Mike or "Uint"? (which by the way is a dumb ass name!!) She started crying and freaking out and she did not want them to be around each other at all! .. Snookie may not be as inocent as she tries to let us think! :O ;)

first blog post!

Soo this is my first blog post eveeerrr! So i dont really know what im doing im just mostly gonna say random things, whatever comes to my head.  I dont really have any intentions of people reading this lol.

So I guess i can start by telling you a little bit about myself, ofcorse im not going to give away my own name, because that would just be stupid :P But I will say I am a 19 year old girl .. try narrowing that down ;) I live in a smallish city surrounded by bigger cities.  I have a boyfriend who is the absolute love of my life.  He is everything to me and I dont know what I would do without him here.  He's a very .. sheltered I guess we can say boy lol.  I took him to a very popular and well known park here for the first time in his like a few days ago .. and did I mention he is 19 aswell? :P And in the summer I took him to our local beach for the first time too! In conclusion I love him and Im sure he will come up in conversation again :). 

Also I am a diseased person .. now before you go thinking Im physco  or crazy or something, I mean I am a diabetic and I also have celiac disease.  I have been diagnosed with type 1 diabetes for just over a year now, and I found out I was a celiac a few months ago.  I dont want to sound like Im a complainer but it is really hard to have both sometimes! Now I will be the first to addmit, Im not the best at taking care of my diseases.  Im actually prettttyyyy bad :( I know I should be much much much better than I am or else I will have some seriouse consiquensis. 

Anyways I think this is enough for tonight, hopefully I will remember to do this again tomorrow! Goodnight all <3 :)