i think i love you better now

What do you do when you realize you want to do something with your life thats bigger than the city your in, or the plans you had for yourself before? There are things that are keeping me here, a person who I would not leave without.  And he's the only reason I would stay and not go off and do what I want to do.  And going without him and or leaving him isnt an option!  I love him more than I can express and I would never do anything without him! Now I reaaaalllly wanna go do this thing that I wanna do! I think it would be so much fun and it would be amazing to do! And such a good opportunity! But I want him to know that I would never go without him and I love him more than anything!  And if he wants to stay and never leave .. then thats what I'll do

new musiiicccc

I have found a new love in Ed Sheeran! <3
Everyone should listen to his music! It is amazing and I am in love :)

So yesterday at work I had a really bad migrane :( and boyfriend came to pick me up and he gave me a plastic heart ring which is really cute :) <3

I used to get mirganes like this all the time when I was younger.  Sometimes they were so bad I would throw up and black out! :O

Im also kinda blonde now!! :D and tomorrow the bestie is gonna lighten it again so I can be blonder :) The boyfriend isnt exactly excited about me being blonde but I dont know why lol.  Dosnt evey guy wannabe with a blonde at some point? :P  Look at Hugh Heffner ;P

I am starting school sooooon!! I am sooo excited! I cant wait to start and be done and start my life! :) Move out, get a new job, and just start doing thingggsssssss!

I reaaaalllly need to go get my N, my L expires in April :P which is also gonn abe my One Year annaversary with boyfriend! :O <3

vday blues

Today is Valentines Day.  Im not really doing anything special, actually Im going to work :( But i get to see my boyfriend for a very little bit atleast! I wish I could see him longer :( <3 I am very excited to see him and he has just informed me that he is on his way as I am typing this out :P So i guess I should go :P

doo wop

Im soooo happy because I actually got a real weekend off!! So my boyfriend and best friend are all off work at the same time :O!! So last night we went out with some friends I havnt seen in a while and it was really good! :) I missed them alot! :( And I hope we hang out more often now! Cause we havnt hung out in such a long time we all kind of just went our seperate ways but it was really good to see them again and I hope to see them much more in the future :)

And tonight were going out again to the pub and meet up with the boyfriends, friends.  But me and the bestie are going to pre drink with eachother and get good and tipsy before we go there ;) cause frankly this particulare pub isnt for us :P We like clubs better I think, so we can dance and listen to good music and all that jazz :)  But I am very happy that we are all getting to do these things and have a good weekend together :) Cause my next few scheduales at work kinda suck! So I gotta soak up all the good I can right now while I still have it!

Im starting school soooo soon!! I am sooo excited! Im going to give some more money in todayyy! :) just over 2 months left!! :D:D:D

my baby dont mess around cause she loves me so and this i know for sureee!

Yes I am listening to OutKast at this moment :)

Tonight is the night my boyfriend has been looking forward too for quite some time .. and I know some of you dirty minded people out there (like myself) are wondering, yes I will be full clothed for this ;P It is the nigth we are going to see The Big Lebowski, Pulp Fiction and Scarface, on the big screen! langly theaters is having a special screening of a TON of oldish movies for the next little while and the tickets are actually really cheap so you guys should check it out!! But because Im not very interested in any of these movies and I will be out until 3 am doing this for him he is taking me to dinner first to one of my favorite restarunts because it has the best gluten-free food ive had so far! The Old Spaghettii factory :) And I will admit I am pretty excited about tonight because he wants to treat it like a "real date" because apperantly our other ones arent real? :P But he's gonna pick me up and have my mom or sister anwser the door and interigate him :P and he'll drive and it will be nice I hope :)

On other noteess .. me and the bestie are very excited to see Kat Von D this summer! She's gonna be at Pacific Center Sephora in June! And we are big fans! We watched LA Ink every week and we really like her make up line.  I got one of her palletes for xmas and i use it every day!

Im also starting school in 3 months and 13 days! Im starting to get a little nervous just because student loans, Im not sure how much will be covered and just starting school after being out for almost 2 years is a little scary! And not knowing anyone there and having to be a big girl lol.  But I am very excited and I cant wait to start playing with peoples hair!! lol and get mine done!! I need a change! my hairs boring me now lol.