i think i love you better now

What do you do when you realize you want to do something with your life thats bigger than the city your in, or the plans you had for yourself before? There are things that are keeping me here, a person who I would not leave without.  And he's the only reason I would stay and not go off and do what I want to do.  And going without him and or leaving him isnt an option!  I love him more than I can express and I would never do anything without him! Now I reaaaalllly wanna go do this thing that I wanna do! I think it would be so much fun and it would be amazing to do! And such a good opportunity! But I want him to know that I would never go without him and I love him more than anything!  And if he wants to stay and never leave .. then thats what I'll do

new musiiicccc

I have found a new love in Ed Sheeran! <3
Everyone should listen to his music! It is amazing and I am in love :)

So yesterday at work I had a really bad migrane :( and boyfriend came to pick me up and he gave me a plastic heart ring which is really cute :) <3

I used to get mirganes like this all the time when I was younger.  Sometimes they were so bad I would throw up and black out! :O

Im also kinda blonde now!! :D and tomorrow the bestie is gonna lighten it again so I can be blonder :) The boyfriend isnt exactly excited about me being blonde but I dont know why lol.  Dosnt evey guy wannabe with a blonde at some point? :P  Look at Hugh Heffner ;P

I am starting school sooooon!! I am sooo excited! I cant wait to start and be done and start my life! :) Move out, get a new job, and just start doing thingggsssssss!

I reaaaalllly need to go get my N, my L expires in April :P which is also gonn abe my One Year annaversary with boyfriend! :O <3

vday blues

Today is Valentines Day.  Im not really doing anything special, actually Im going to work :( But i get to see my boyfriend for a very little bit atleast! I wish I could see him longer :( <3 I am very excited to see him and he has just informed me that he is on his way as I am typing this out :P So i guess I should go :P

doo wop

Im soooo happy because I actually got a real weekend off!! So my boyfriend and best friend are all off work at the same time :O!! So last night we went out with some friends I havnt seen in a while and it was really good! :) I missed them alot! :( And I hope we hang out more often now! Cause we havnt hung out in such a long time we all kind of just went our seperate ways but it was really good to see them again and I hope to see them much more in the future :)

And tonight were going out again to the pub and meet up with the boyfriends, friends.  But me and the bestie are going to pre drink with eachother and get good and tipsy before we go there ;) cause frankly this particulare pub isnt for us :P We like clubs better I think, so we can dance and listen to good music and all that jazz :)  But I am very happy that we are all getting to do these things and have a good weekend together :) Cause my next few scheduales at work kinda suck! So I gotta soak up all the good I can right now while I still have it!

Im starting school soooo soon!! I am sooo excited! Im going to give some more money in todayyy! :) just over 2 months left!! :D:D:D

my baby dont mess around cause she loves me so and this i know for sureee!

Yes I am listening to OutKast at this moment :)

Tonight is the night my boyfriend has been looking forward too for quite some time .. and I know some of you dirty minded people out there (like myself) are wondering, yes I will be full clothed for this ;P It is the nigth we are going to see The Big Lebowski, Pulp Fiction and Scarface, on the big screen! langly theaters is having a special screening of a TON of oldish movies for the next little while and the tickets are actually really cheap so you guys should check it out!! But because Im not very interested in any of these movies and I will be out until 3 am doing this for him he is taking me to dinner first to one of my favorite restarunts because it has the best gluten-free food ive had so far! The Old Spaghettii factory :) And I will admit I am pretty excited about tonight because he wants to treat it like a "real date" because apperantly our other ones arent real? :P But he's gonna pick me up and have my mom or sister anwser the door and interigate him :P and he'll drive and it will be nice I hope :)

On other noteess .. me and the bestie are very excited to see Kat Von D this summer! She's gonna be at Pacific Center Sephora in June! And we are big fans! We watched LA Ink every week and we really like her make up line.  I got one of her palletes for xmas and i use it every day!

Im also starting school in 3 months and 13 days! Im starting to get a little nervous just because student loans, Im not sure how much will be covered and just starting school after being out for almost 2 years is a little scary! And not knowing anyone there and having to be a big girl lol.  But I am very excited and I cant wait to start playing with peoples hair!! lol and get mine done!! I need a change! my hairs boring me now lol. 

Joey ate my last stick of gum so I killed him. Do you think that was wrong?

I cant wait to move out!! Not because life at home is horrible or anything, I mean there are times where it is frustrating and I know sooner or later if i dont move out things may get bad.  But I cant wait to move out because then I will be with my boyfriend everyday adn everynight and I wont have to cry everytime he walks out of my house at the end of the night! :( I know I know Im a big baby lol.  But its true I bawl my eyes out most nights when he leaves to go home! Im so excited to just be on our own and do what we want, when we want and most of all be together every night <3

So for Valentines day I am going to the one time showings on the big screen of, The Big Lebwoski, Pulp Fictoin, adn Scarface.  I will be in the theaters untill approximitly 3 am.. my boyfriend is so lucky Im letting him be this our V-day plans lol :P

Some people are soo akward! They make situations akward for no reason and sometimes it seems deliberate.  Like when your out in a very public place and your with your boyfriend and his ex girlfriend is there and she starts talking to people right beside you about how they used to date and when they broke up and stuff .. just seems a little weird.  And when they tell you to get a room when you kiss is just kinda rude, its okay when its your friends and theyre just being silly or kidding, but when its someones ex and theyre being seriouse it makes things weird lol.  But ohweeeeellll .. Im happy so it donst matter :) they can suck it!

Did I mention i want it to be this time next year?? So I can move out .. I think I did?? .. hmmmm.

Im sorry for the kinda of sadish post today but this is just the mood i ended up being in i guess.  I promise .. okay I cant promise cause Im a veeerrrry moody person and I cant say Ill be happier later lol :P But hopfully I can bring a little happier post next time!!

Hippo milk is pink!

This weekend me, my sister and my boyfriend went to Nanaimo to visit my dad and step mom and we got stuck there! All the ferries all day and most of the night were canceled! There was a really bad wind storm.  We waited and the ferry terminal for a while for the second to last ferry and then they said it was canceled too so we gave up for the night and left, then last we find out that the very last ferry left and went home! But I am very glad we werent on it because if the ferries ALL day were canceled and the winds werent getting that much better I really didnt want to be on a ferry out there anyways! I would have been freaking out the whole time :P  But the weekend was really good! i had an awsome time :) The boyfriend and I stayed in a hostle, we had a private room cause I wouldnt be able to share with randoms lol.  But we could still hear everyone in the building walking around and it was soooo weird!! And in the middle of the night I could hear a fight happeneing outside cause my dad lives on the main streeet in "downtown" lol so theres quite a few clubs and bars arounf the place we were so quite a few drunks walking around! And someone woke me up by washing our window at 5 am!! But the city is really nice and now boyfriend wants to move there one day so I guess Im moving to Nanaimo one day? :P

Now I am not the brightest person in the world .. at all! I took english 11 in highschool like everyone else but I was told that I wasnt smart enough to take english 12, and I was advised to take communications instead so I could graduate with everyone on time.  And this was from the teacher.  Im not good at poetry or reading between the lines in stories or poems and i couldnt write one if my life depended on it! But the boyfriend is really cute and thinks he can get me to write a hiaku!! And I promptly told him that it will not work and I will most deffinatly fail! He dosnt believe me so now tomorrow I will have to prove to him how dumb his girlfriend is! lol.

hmmm what else??? ...
I cant think of anything else .. so I guess thats it for now!