I am waaaaaaay to angry of a person. I seriously think I have a problem. I get so unbelievably angry at people for no real reason, or for supppeer tiny reasons and I will blow them way out of proportion and just completely shut down. I wont talk to anyone, Ill give one worded anwsers or just sounds, Ill hold a grudge for a unnecessary amount of time and I will stay angry for a long amount of time as well. And the crazy thing is, I WANT to be angry .. like they will apologize, or try to talk to me or say really sweet things to me and be super sweet and caring and I wont care .. I will just ignore it and stay angry. Does that not sound like someone who needs serious help? Does it not sounds like I have a problem? I mean this isnt normal .. people arnt like this. Lucky me? And the horrible thing is i feel soooooo horrible for doing this to the people I love, but I have no idea how to fix it or what to do.
But I love my amazing family (mom, sister, dad and step mom), friends and my amazing boyfriend who puts up with this and can calm me down and make me feel like Im not crazy and can still love me :3 <3
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