WOW. Its been a loooooooonnnnnggggggg time!!!
I've been very very very busy! I work all the time, Im at school every single day, and i have to keep up with poeple. As much as I can.
Im really sorry if I havnt been keeping up with all of you as I should be, or as much as I should be. I do feel bad about it. I miss all my friends that I dont talk to much anymore and my family who I dont see very often anymore either. And Im sorry about that.
I have some exciting news though, Im now engaged!! :) <3 No longer am I a girlfriend, Im a fince! ( I have no clue how to make the proper e) lol. I am very excited about it!! I love him so much, I miss him all the time when were not together and i can see my self having a wonderful life with him forever. <3 Hes my everything.
Things in life are suupeer stressful! Work, school just living in general. I am trying to figure out what, yet another health problem is with my body. I am getting stomach pains again when I eat things sometimes and one night it was sooo bad I had to go to the hospital and i got sent home with nothing but a big bruse from an IV. Now I am waiting for ultra sound results from my doctor that I got last week.
School is good but also very stressful. I have to find a place to do my work experience very soon and I have tried applying at a few places and no where has gotten back to me so im starting to get really worried that i wont find somewhere to do it at. :(
And sometimes i dont feel pretty but my now fiance ;) keeps telling me im crazy and that im beautiful but i dont believe him the majority of the time. I think theres plently of other much skinner and prettier girls he could be with out there that might satisfy him more. But he insists that im just dumb and imm a hotty lol. I guess thats one of the reasons why i love him so.
