news!

Wow has it ever been a long time since I've blogged!

Alot has happened and then yet not so much has happened ..

I have graduated from school! YAY! :) I still work at Starbucks but I recently got a job at a salon 2 days a week.  Unfortunately it is only a seasonal position but it has potential to be something permanent after.  And the position is with an award winning stylist so that's exciting! A great opportunity! The ONLY problem .. well not the only problem I'd like it better if it was a permanent position BUUUTTTT the only problem is it is sooooo far away from me! It will take me an hour to bus there and an hour and a half to bus back every time I go there.  But Im still really excited that I am getting this opportunity and really hope I can learn some really good things :)

Also I have a facebook page where I have prices for hair cuts, colours, and up do's that I do on people and get pair for which is really good and alot of fun!

In other news, my grandma and mother gave me some of their old gold and diamond rings so I can melt them down and use the diamonds to make and design my own wedding ring :) So Anthony and I went to a jewelry store at the mall and I showed them the picture of the ring I want and I am just waiting for them to email me with an estimate so we can get my new ring!  I am very excited about it, not because I dont love my ring because I do!! But the new ring is very pretty and am really excited about it :)

We have also made some new decisions about the wedding :) Im not going to say too much buuuuuut it will be small and probably not in this country .... :O ;)

long time coming!

WOW. Its been a loooooooonnnnnggggggg time!!!

I've been very very very busy! I work all the time, Im at school every single day, and i have to keep up with poeple.  As much as I can.

Im really sorry if I havnt been keeping up with all of you as I should be, or as much as I should be.  I do feel bad about it.  I miss all my friends that I dont talk to much anymore and my family who I dont see very often anymore either. And Im sorry about that.

I have some exciting news though, Im now engaged!! :) <3 No longer am I a girlfriend, Im a fince! ( I have no clue how to make the proper e) lol.  I am very excited about it!! I love him so much, I miss him all the time when were not together and i can see my self having a wonderful life with him forever. <3 Hes my everything.

Things in life are suupeer stressful! Work, school just living in general.  I am trying to figure out what, yet another health problem is with my body.  I am getting stomach pains again when I eat things sometimes and one night it was sooo bad I had to go to the hospital and i got sent home with nothing but a big bruse from an IV.  Now I am waiting for ultra sound results from my doctor that I got last week.

School is good but also very stressful.  I have to find a place to do my work experience very soon and I have tried applying at a few places and no where has gotten back to me so im starting to get really worried that i wont find somewhere to do it at. :(

And sometimes i dont feel pretty but my now fiance ;) keeps telling me im crazy and that im beautiful but i dont believe him the majority of the time.  I think theres plently of other much skinner and prettier girls he could be with out there that might satisfy him more.  But he insists that im just dumb and imm a hotty lol.  I guess thats one of the reasons why i love him so.   

School is sooooo good :) And sooo hectic! I have just done my first man cut today and it went okay, a few blips but over all pretty well :) Its super tiring working and going to school but Im having fun doing it!  I will be taking appointments soon! Friends and Family week is the 22nd to the 25th i believe so if anyone wants to come down between 9 and 1 and want a free haircut let me know! :) 

umm what elssseeeee .. its the boyfriends birthday tomorrow! Hes gonna be olllddd .. the big 2-0! :P Happy Birthday babe! I'll make it good <3

SCHOOL WOOO!

I havnt blogged in sooooooo long!! Ive been pretty busy.

I had my first day of school today and it was soo amazing! Very intimidating and scary but I am so excited for my day tomorrow because I get my text book and kit full of supplies :) I cant wait to see everything that I get! Its kinda scary cause they're soo strict and are very serious about it, and I am too but like I said its just kinda intimidating.  But I cant wait to really start and get things going! I will also need volunteers at many points in my class to let me do things with they're hair! Soo any volunteers let me know ;)

I had my one year anniversary last week with my boyfriend :) <3 We had an amazing day! He took me to Capilano Suspension Bridge and we did the new cliff walk.  And the cliff walk wasnt as scary as the suspension bridge its self .. which is terrifying!!!!!! I hate how it swings lol! But its really beautiful and so much fun :) And then he cooked me dinner.  He made me a poutine :) Its been sooo long since Ive been able to eat one so he went out and found fries I could eat, and gluten free gravy mix and made me dinner :) Soo sweet <3 I love you babe!!

guitar hero obsession

11 more daaaaaayssss!! School starts soo soon and I am sooo excited about it tooo!! I am not too excited about waking up at like 530 in the morning every day to bus downtown .. buuuut its the price I will pay for an awsome school :)!

Tonight the boyfriend is taking me to see Titanic 3D :) Im suuch a girl and I love Titanic :3 and I am so excited that they are re releasing it in theaters.  So naturally I have to go see it.  And our 1 year anniversary is on monday :3 I cant believe its been a year :)  I am sooo happy to be with him for a year! I think we have an amazing relationship and we can tell each other everything and I love him so much <3
He is also newly inlove with guitar hero and I think its taking over ...

Re downloading all your music takes foreeeevvvvvveeeeerrrr!! Ive had this lap top for atleast an month or more and Im still only on the L's in my list lol. I have soo much left to do still!

.. anyways I guess thats it .. Ive got nohting else lol.  goodbye.

im sorry im angry :(

I am waaaaaaay to angry of a person.  I seriously think I have a problem.  I get so unbelievably angry at people for no real reason, or for supppeer tiny reasons and I will blow them way out of proportion and just completely shut down.  I wont talk to anyone, Ill give one worded anwsers or just sounds, Ill hold a grudge for a unnecessary amount of time and I will stay angry for a long amount of time as well.  And the crazy thing is, I WANT to be angry .. like they will apologize, or try to talk to me or say really sweet things to me and be super sweet and caring and I wont care .. I will just ignore it and stay angry.  Does that not sound like someone who needs serious help?  Does it not sounds like I have a problem?  I mean this isnt normal .. people arnt like this.  Lucky me?  And the horrible thing is i feel soooooo horrible for doing this to the people I love, but I have no idea how to fix it or what to do.
But I love my amazing family (mom, sister, dad and step mom), friends and my amazing boyfriend who puts up with this and can calm me down and make me feel like Im not crazy and can still love me :3 <3

wedding blues

I am soooo excited for school to staaaarrrrrrrrtttt :) only .. 14 more days!! :D :D

So the other day I went to my god fathers wedding in Whistler, and it was soo nice! A very sweeet ceremony and such good food!! Like one of the best chicken meals I've ever had! And the dessert was very good too! And ofcorse it was all made gluten free for me :) We had to wake up so early in the morning to drive up to Whistler because we werent spending the night. And the boyfriend didnt come to the wedding with me so I missed him alllll daaaaay :P :$ and he says he missed me tooo :P But the wedding was really good and I got a couple of good pictures of the happy couple :) Congrats Uncle Matt and Graig :)!! <3

Last night we went to the pub with a bunch of friends, and it was a good time until i started feeling sick :( and I had to stay at the pub until the end of the night :( but it was all worth it to have boyfriend spend the night and then wake up with him this morning on a suuupppper sunny day :)!! The weathers been soooooooo nice!! :D It makes me realllyyy want summer! I cant wait to go to the beach and camping trips and pools :D soooo excited! But I dont like the heat .. so I dont know how thats gonna pan out :P

Anywaaaayyysss .. I havnt really slept very well in like 48 hours .. so Im gonna goto bed. Goodnight! :)

OH and if brandon's reading this I changed the name for you ;) :P