news!

Wow has it ever been a long time since I've blogged!

Alot has happened and then yet not so much has happened ..

I have graduated from school! YAY! :) I still work at Starbucks but I recently got a job at a salon 2 days a week.  Unfortunately it is only a seasonal position but it has potential to be something permanent after.  And the position is with an award winning stylist so that's exciting! A great opportunity! The ONLY problem .. well not the only problem I'd like it better if it was a permanent position BUUUTTTT the only problem is it is sooooo far away from me! It will take me an hour to bus there and an hour and a half to bus back every time I go there.  But Im still really excited that I am getting this opportunity and really hope I can learn some really good things :)

Also I have a facebook page where I have prices for hair cuts, colours, and up do's that I do on people and get pair for which is really good and alot of fun!

In other news, my grandma and mother gave me some of their old gold and diamond rings so I can melt them down and use the diamonds to make and design my own wedding ring :) So Anthony and I went to a jewelry store at the mall and I showed them the picture of the ring I want and I am just waiting for them to email me with an estimate so we can get my new ring!  I am very excited about it, not because I dont love my ring because I do!! But the new ring is very pretty and am really excited about it :)

We have also made some new decisions about the wedding :) Im not going to say too much buuuuuut it will be small and probably not in this country .... :O ;)

long time coming!

WOW. Its been a loooooooonnnnnggggggg time!!!

I've been very very very busy! I work all the time, Im at school every single day, and i have to keep up with poeple.  As much as I can.

Im really sorry if I havnt been keeping up with all of you as I should be, or as much as I should be.  I do feel bad about it.  I miss all my friends that I dont talk to much anymore and my family who I dont see very often anymore either. And Im sorry about that.

I have some exciting news though, Im now engaged!! :) <3 No longer am I a girlfriend, Im a fince! ( I have no clue how to make the proper e) lol.  I am very excited about it!! I love him so much, I miss him all the time when were not together and i can see my self having a wonderful life with him forever. <3 Hes my everything.

Things in life are suupeer stressful! Work, school just living in general.  I am trying to figure out what, yet another health problem is with my body.  I am getting stomach pains again when I eat things sometimes and one night it was sooo bad I had to go to the hospital and i got sent home with nothing but a big bruse from an IV.  Now I am waiting for ultra sound results from my doctor that I got last week.

School is good but also very stressful.  I have to find a place to do my work experience very soon and I have tried applying at a few places and no where has gotten back to me so im starting to get really worried that i wont find somewhere to do it at. :(

And sometimes i dont feel pretty but my now fiance ;) keeps telling me im crazy and that im beautiful but i dont believe him the majority of the time.  I think theres plently of other much skinner and prettier girls he could be with out there that might satisfy him more.  But he insists that im just dumb and imm a hotty lol.  I guess thats one of the reasons why i love him so.   

School is sooooo good :) And sooo hectic! I have just done my first man cut today and it went okay, a few blips but over all pretty well :) Its super tiring working and going to school but Im having fun doing it!  I will be taking appointments soon! Friends and Family week is the 22nd to the 25th i believe so if anyone wants to come down between 9 and 1 and want a free haircut let me know! :) 

umm what elssseeeee .. its the boyfriends birthday tomorrow! Hes gonna be olllddd .. the big 2-0! :P Happy Birthday babe! I'll make it good <3

SCHOOL WOOO!

I havnt blogged in sooooooo long!! Ive been pretty busy.

I had my first day of school today and it was soo amazing! Very intimidating and scary but I am so excited for my day tomorrow because I get my text book and kit full of supplies :) I cant wait to see everything that I get! Its kinda scary cause they're soo strict and are very serious about it, and I am too but like I said its just kinda intimidating.  But I cant wait to really start and get things going! I will also need volunteers at many points in my class to let me do things with they're hair! Soo any volunteers let me know ;)

I had my one year anniversary last week with my boyfriend :) <3 We had an amazing day! He took me to Capilano Suspension Bridge and we did the new cliff walk.  And the cliff walk wasnt as scary as the suspension bridge its self .. which is terrifying!!!!!! I hate how it swings lol! But its really beautiful and so much fun :) And then he cooked me dinner.  He made me a poutine :) Its been sooo long since Ive been able to eat one so he went out and found fries I could eat, and gluten free gravy mix and made me dinner :) Soo sweet <3 I love you babe!!

guitar hero obsession

11 more daaaaaayssss!! School starts soo soon and I am sooo excited about it tooo!! I am not too excited about waking up at like 530 in the morning every day to bus downtown .. buuuut its the price I will pay for an awsome school :)!

Tonight the boyfriend is taking me to see Titanic 3D :) Im suuch a girl and I love Titanic :3 and I am so excited that they are re releasing it in theaters.  So naturally I have to go see it.  And our 1 year anniversary is on monday :3 I cant believe its been a year :)  I am sooo happy to be with him for a year! I think we have an amazing relationship and we can tell each other everything and I love him so much <3
He is also newly inlove with guitar hero and I think its taking over ...

Re downloading all your music takes foreeeevvvvvveeeeerrrr!! Ive had this lap top for atleast an month or more and Im still only on the L's in my list lol. I have soo much left to do still!

.. anyways I guess thats it .. Ive got nohting else lol.  goodbye.

im sorry im angry :(

I am waaaaaaay to angry of a person.  I seriously think I have a problem.  I get so unbelievably angry at people for no real reason, or for supppeer tiny reasons and I will blow them way out of proportion and just completely shut down.  I wont talk to anyone, Ill give one worded anwsers or just sounds, Ill hold a grudge for a unnecessary amount of time and I will stay angry for a long amount of time as well.  And the crazy thing is, I WANT to be angry .. like they will apologize, or try to talk to me or say really sweet things to me and be super sweet and caring and I wont care .. I will just ignore it and stay angry.  Does that not sound like someone who needs serious help?  Does it not sounds like I have a problem?  I mean this isnt normal .. people arnt like this.  Lucky me?  And the horrible thing is i feel soooooo horrible for doing this to the people I love, but I have no idea how to fix it or what to do.
But I love my amazing family (mom, sister, dad and step mom), friends and my amazing boyfriend who puts up with this and can calm me down and make me feel like Im not crazy and can still love me :3 <3

wedding blues

I am soooo excited for school to staaaarrrrrrrrtttt :) only .. 14 more days!! :D :D

So the other day I went to my god fathers wedding in Whistler, and it was soo nice! A very sweeet ceremony and such good food!! Like one of the best chicken meals I've ever had! And the dessert was very good too! And ofcorse it was all made gluten free for me :) We had to wake up so early in the morning to drive up to Whistler because we werent spending the night. And the boyfriend didnt come to the wedding with me so I missed him alllll daaaaay :P :$ and he says he missed me tooo :P But the wedding was really good and I got a couple of good pictures of the happy couple :) Congrats Uncle Matt and Graig :)!! <3

Last night we went to the pub with a bunch of friends, and it was a good time until i started feeling sick :( and I had to stay at the pub until the end of the night :( but it was all worth it to have boyfriend spend the night and then wake up with him this morning on a suuupppper sunny day :)!! The weathers been soooooooo nice!! :D It makes me realllyyy want summer! I cant wait to go to the beach and camping trips and pools :D soooo excited! But I dont like the heat .. so I dont know how thats gonna pan out :P

Anywaaaayyysss .. I havnt really slept very well in like 48 hours .. so Im gonna goto bed. Goodnight! :)

OH and if brandon's reading this I changed the name for you ;) :P

Do you think people will know if were being sarcastic or not?

Thigh or for arm?
I am reeeeaaaaalllllllllllyyy wanting to get a pin up girl tattoo! And I can not wait to get it done! I just have to wait for some money to pop up magically in my bank account ;P  Thankfully I got some money from a family member and I am planning on saving it for this very tattoo :)
Now I am wondering if I should get it on my for arm or on my thigh? .. hmm? My mom and boyfriend both think the thigh is the ideal area .. but my friend thinks that I should keep it on my for arm. And I really dont know which one to go with .. I like both places and I have reasons why I would want them and not want them in both places and I dont know which one to go with! Not that Im getting this tattoo anytime soon because like I said I dont have the money quite yet unfrotunatly. But when I do get it, I wanna know where I should get it! So opinions would be helpful please! :)

This weekend my mom, my sister and I are going to my god fathers wedding :) He is marrying his boyfriend this weekend in Whistler! I am very excited for them and I cant wait to go see them get married :)!! We are driving up early in the morning for noon martini's and then having a nice lunch/dinner and then driving home.  So maybe I can get home in enough time to go to the bar and meet up with the boyfriend and some friends! :)

Also recently I have bought some art supplies which I am really excited about! I started using the charcoal I bought in the new sketchpad I bought :) I also got some new paints and spray for my charcoal drawings to set them.

I START SCHOOL IN 28 DAYS!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Im soo excited to start!!

life updated.

Being sick sucks :( I've been pretty sick for the last couple of days :(

Last week my boyfriend slept over and we played shots snakes and ladders :) it was alot of fun!! Its a pretty cool game lol. And then one of my best friends turned the big 1 9! And we went to the Foggy Dew, which was pretty fun :)

I start school in 1 month and 2 days!! :) I am sooooooo excited and I can not wait to start!!! So any friends out there who might wanna volunteer to be my models let me know! ;) lol.

Boyfriend, his brother, myself and one of our friends so far are going to the Tenacious D concert in May :) Now I usually dont listen to theyre music, boyfriend showed it to me durring the summer when we went camping together with some friends.  And I actually really liked it and Im very excited for the concert :)! The only sucky thing is that the concert is on a sunday and I will be in school durring this so I will still have to get up at 5 in the morning to go to school :( but oh well .. its the price you pay right? But a good thing about the concert is theres no seating so you can buy tickets any time and still have all your friends be together :)

My one year anniversary is coming up next month as well! And I am suuuuuper excited! :) I dont have anything planned for ti really, he does though! :) I kinda feel bad that I dont have anything for him :( Maybe Ill go out and get him a little something and possibly write him a little something .. but I cant say much because I know he will be reading this :P

what else is going on ... hmmm ... apparently nothing? lol but if something comes up I will post again! goodnight all

mr brightside

Oh riggghhht I have one of these :P I got my tax returns a few days ago, and I bought a laptop!! :) I've never had one before and I am super excited about having one and being able to do whatever I want on it and have it locked ;) lol.  And with the rest of my money Im hopfully gonna go shopping in the states to my favorite store Torrid!! Which I never get to go to because I live in a different country lol. 

And I start school sooooon! I am sooooo excited!!! I cant wait to start school and a new job in the feild I like!

So my boyfriend made me watch V for Vendetta tonight and it was a very weird movie.  I cant decide if I liked it or not? I thought some parts were realllyyy creepy! And some parts were really good and interesting! 

And then boyfriend left .. and I cried .. again .. Lately it seem's almost every time he leaves I cry! I miss him sooo much and I wish he didnt have to leave and he could just stay here with me and fall asleep.  I wish he was allowed to stay with me so I wouldnt have to cry or miss him .. it would be amazing.  

anyways ... i love my laptop :) <3

i think i love you better now

What do you do when you realize you want to do something with your life thats bigger than the city your in, or the plans you had for yourself before? There are things that are keeping me here, a person who I would not leave without.  And he's the only reason I would stay and not go off and do what I want to do.  And going without him and or leaving him isnt an option!  I love him more than I can express and I would never do anything without him! Now I reaaaalllly wanna go do this thing that I wanna do! I think it would be so much fun and it would be amazing to do! And such a good opportunity! But I want him to know that I would never go without him and I love him more than anything!  And if he wants to stay and never leave .. then thats what I'll do

new musiiicccc

I have found a new love in Ed Sheeran! <3
Everyone should listen to his music! It is amazing and I am in love :)

So yesterday at work I had a really bad migrane :( and boyfriend came to pick me up and he gave me a plastic heart ring which is really cute :) <3

I used to get mirganes like this all the time when I was younger.  Sometimes they were so bad I would throw up and black out! :O

Im also kinda blonde now!! :D and tomorrow the bestie is gonna lighten it again so I can be blonder :) The boyfriend isnt exactly excited about me being blonde but I dont know why lol.  Dosnt evey guy wannabe with a blonde at some point? :P  Look at Hugh Heffner ;P

I am starting school sooooon!! I am sooo excited! I cant wait to start and be done and start my life! :) Move out, get a new job, and just start doing thingggsssssss!

I reaaaalllly need to go get my N, my L expires in April :P which is also gonn abe my One Year annaversary with boyfriend! :O <3

vday blues

Today is Valentines Day.  Im not really doing anything special, actually Im going to work :( But i get to see my boyfriend for a very little bit atleast! I wish I could see him longer :( <3 I am very excited to see him and he has just informed me that he is on his way as I am typing this out :P So i guess I should go :P

doo wop

Im soooo happy because I actually got a real weekend off!! So my boyfriend and best friend are all off work at the same time :O!! So last night we went out with some friends I havnt seen in a while and it was really good! :) I missed them alot! :( And I hope we hang out more often now! Cause we havnt hung out in such a long time we all kind of just went our seperate ways but it was really good to see them again and I hope to see them much more in the future :)

And tonight were going out again to the pub and meet up with the boyfriends, friends.  But me and the bestie are going to pre drink with eachother and get good and tipsy before we go there ;) cause frankly this particulare pub isnt for us :P We like clubs better I think, so we can dance and listen to good music and all that jazz :)  But I am very happy that we are all getting to do these things and have a good weekend together :) Cause my next few scheduales at work kinda suck! So I gotta soak up all the good I can right now while I still have it!

Im starting school soooo soon!! I am sooo excited! Im going to give some more money in todayyy! :) just over 2 months left!! :D:D:D

my baby dont mess around cause she loves me so and this i know for sureee!

Yes I am listening to OutKast at this moment :)

Tonight is the night my boyfriend has been looking forward too for quite some time .. and I know some of you dirty minded people out there (like myself) are wondering, yes I will be full clothed for this ;P It is the nigth we are going to see The Big Lebowski, Pulp Fiction and Scarface, on the big screen! langly theaters is having a special screening of a TON of oldish movies for the next little while and the tickets are actually really cheap so you guys should check it out!! But because Im not very interested in any of these movies and I will be out until 3 am doing this for him he is taking me to dinner first to one of my favorite restarunts because it has the best gluten-free food ive had so far! The Old Spaghettii factory :) And I will admit I am pretty excited about tonight because he wants to treat it like a "real date" because apperantly our other ones arent real? :P But he's gonna pick me up and have my mom or sister anwser the door and interigate him :P and he'll drive and it will be nice I hope :)

On other noteess .. me and the bestie are very excited to see Kat Von D this summer! She's gonna be at Pacific Center Sephora in June! And we are big fans! We watched LA Ink every week and we really like her make up line.  I got one of her palletes for xmas and i use it every day!

Im also starting school in 3 months and 13 days! Im starting to get a little nervous just because student loans, Im not sure how much will be covered and just starting school after being out for almost 2 years is a little scary! And not knowing anyone there and having to be a big girl lol.  But I am very excited and I cant wait to start playing with peoples hair!! lol and get mine done!! I need a change! my hairs boring me now lol. 

Joey ate my last stick of gum so I killed him. Do you think that was wrong?

I cant wait to move out!! Not because life at home is horrible or anything, I mean there are times where it is frustrating and I know sooner or later if i dont move out things may get bad.  But I cant wait to move out because then I will be with my boyfriend everyday adn everynight and I wont have to cry everytime he walks out of my house at the end of the night! :( I know I know Im a big baby lol.  But its true I bawl my eyes out most nights when he leaves to go home! Im so excited to just be on our own and do what we want, when we want and most of all be together every night <3

So for Valentines day I am going to the one time showings on the big screen of, The Big Lebwoski, Pulp Fictoin, adn Scarface.  I will be in the theaters untill approximitly 3 am.. my boyfriend is so lucky Im letting him be this our V-day plans lol :P

Some people are soo akward! They make situations akward for no reason and sometimes it seems deliberate.  Like when your out in a very public place and your with your boyfriend and his ex girlfriend is there and she starts talking to people right beside you about how they used to date and when they broke up and stuff .. just seems a little weird.  And when they tell you to get a room when you kiss is just kinda rude, its okay when its your friends and theyre just being silly or kidding, but when its someones ex and theyre being seriouse it makes things weird lol.  But ohweeeeellll .. Im happy so it donst matter :) they can suck it!

Did I mention i want it to be this time next year?? So I can move out .. I think I did?? .. hmmmm.

Im sorry for the kinda of sadish post today but this is just the mood i ended up being in i guess.  I promise .. okay I cant promise cause Im a veeerrrry moody person and I cant say Ill be happier later lol :P But hopfully I can bring a little happier post next time!!

Hippo milk is pink!

This weekend me, my sister and my boyfriend went to Nanaimo to visit my dad and step mom and we got stuck there! All the ferries all day and most of the night were canceled! There was a really bad wind storm.  We waited and the ferry terminal for a while for the second to last ferry and then they said it was canceled too so we gave up for the night and left, then last we find out that the very last ferry left and went home! But I am very glad we werent on it because if the ferries ALL day were canceled and the winds werent getting that much better I really didnt want to be on a ferry out there anyways! I would have been freaking out the whole time :P  But the weekend was really good! i had an awsome time :) The boyfriend and I stayed in a hostle, we had a private room cause I wouldnt be able to share with randoms lol.  But we could still hear everyone in the building walking around and it was soooo weird!! And in the middle of the night I could hear a fight happeneing outside cause my dad lives on the main streeet in "downtown" lol so theres quite a few clubs and bars arounf the place we were so quite a few drunks walking around! And someone woke me up by washing our window at 5 am!! But the city is really nice and now boyfriend wants to move there one day so I guess Im moving to Nanaimo one day? :P

Now I am not the brightest person in the world .. at all! I took english 11 in highschool like everyone else but I was told that I wasnt smart enough to take english 12, and I was advised to take communications instead so I could graduate with everyone on time.  And this was from the teacher.  Im not good at poetry or reading between the lines in stories or poems and i couldnt write one if my life depended on it! But the boyfriend is really cute and thinks he can get me to write a hiaku!! And I promptly told him that it will not work and I will most deffinatly fail! He dosnt believe me so now tomorrow I will have to prove to him how dumb his girlfriend is! lol.

hmmm what else??? ...
I cant think of anything else .. so I guess thats it for now!

I WANT A ZEDONK!

I am very excited that this weekend is the weekend I get to go away for a veeeeerrrrryyyy short period of time! lol :P But I get to go visit my dad and step mom, with my little sister and my boyfriend :)! I am excited to be on the ferry and to stay in a hostle :P and to just not be here for a little bit lol!

I cant wait until I can go away on a real trip! Somewhere farther away than the Island, and for a longer period of time than one night! Atleast a long weekend! ATLEAST! preferably a week or two.  Somewhere really nice and fun! I am going to California in October with my sister, dad and step mom for my sisters grad! Unfortunatly the boyfriend isnt coming to that one :( So I will have to miss him greatly!! :(!! But it will be fun!

The bestie has introduced me to the best place ever .. FAT BURGER! lol :P Before this week I have never been there before and the chocolate\vanilla swirl milkshake is the best thing I've ever had! :P Sooo yummy!!

I have a very sweet and very caring boyfriend everyone! Did you guys know that?! Cause I doo! lol :3 He's very good to me all the time and I know I say this quite frequently in my blog post's, but I love him very much! :) <3 And even though me and the bestie enjoy poking fun at him and making his life just generally difficult, we love him just the same :P ... but me more ;)

And yes everyone I am very aware that my spelling is terrible and I have no intentions of fixing that :)

mmmm jello!

So I watched the One Tree Hill season premire episode and I was sooo confused!! If anyone else watched it they will know why! The begging was so random and had no point to the rest of the episode .. I am very sad it's ending though :( and I really hope that Peyton and Lucas make an apperiance for the last season!

Also this weekend it was my boyfriends, friends birthday.  We went to a pub close by and I think everyone had a pretty good time :).  I had a much better time once my blondie showed up! i didnt really have any money to go drink so me and her were the sobers ones of the night! (pretty much the only sober ones .. ) I dont really like being around drunk people unless Im drunk too.  They annoy me :P unless Im in the mood for them, then they can be pretty funny lol! But unfortunately I made a really dumb mistake and went home early without telling anyone I was leaving (including the boyfriend).  I just got in a cab and left.  Then while I was in the cab I got texts asking where I was. :( And then I felt really bad about the whole evening later.  But good news is everything is better today and everything got worked out I think :)

JELLO IS YUMMY!

Tomorrow I am going to meet with a person from the school I will be attending fro Hair Design :) I am so excited to start school and learn as many things as I can and start my career!! 

tv is exciting isnt it?

helllloooooo.

There are soo many good shows on right now! Some of them I will be a bit embarressed to let you know that I watch lol.  But tonight was the come back of one of my old favorties .. ONE TREE HILL!! I have to admit I havn't watched it yet becuase I have it recorded and I'm waiting until tomorrow so I have something to do durring the day.  But I am very excited and have heard its really confusing? So Im interested to see what that is all about.  Okay now the rest I am a liiitttllleee embarrassed to admit that I watch them lol, but another one is The Batchelor.  Ben is out new Batchelor this season and I think he was an excellent choice :P.  I can already tell which girls I like and which I reaaallly dont! Blakeley and Courtney are the two so far who I realllyy dont care for at all! They just seem so fake and rude and I just really dont like them in general.  Actually I lied :P I dont know which girls I really like or who I want to be at the end.  But atleast I know who I dont like :P which is usually what I figure out first anyways :P.  Another show i used to looove then I kind lost interest and now Im kinda getting back into is Vampire Diaries.  I dont really like Elana, I think shes a little annoying and lame lol.  But I really like Damon (who dosnt ;) ) and I have to admit I liked Caroline too.  I dont really know where the show is headed but it looks pretty good.  Okay now this show I have to admit .. I watch it every night and I refuse to miss it and I reaaallllly dont get why but I am obsessed!! The Girls Next Door, the show about Hugh Heffner and his girlfriends and Playboy.  And I think Playboy is super interesting and I think working for Playboy would be something verrryy cool and I think Id love it!  I even have my favorite girlfriends and play mates :P Dont Laugh! :3 And now the last shooowww .. i think .. ? Its a new show that I thought I wouldnt like at all but turns out I really enjoy it and I never would have watched it if my boyfriend didnt make me! But the Sopranos is suuuuuch a good show! I really like the story line so far and how the show goes.  Im still on the first season so its not like I've seen too too much of it, but Im liking it so far! :)

So thats my rant for the night .. yes, tv is all I could think of!

ostridges vs. ostrich

I have come to realize lately that I have a serious problem that is starting to affect my life and a certain few around me .. I am the most, unbelievably, horrifically, stubborn person you will ever meet.  And I will stick to what I am saying until i start crying over it.  I can hear myself in my own head yelling no! you are wrong and you need to tell him that! But instead I let him leave and then end up calling him back bawling my eyes out because i want him to come see me :3.  I have been told this about myself pretty much my whole life, its just lately that I am finding it a problem for myself .. which ofcorse is all that matters ;) (jk! im not thiiiis horrible)  All I can say is thank god that my boyfriend is who he is and is soooo unbelievably and undeserving patient with me and always is able to calm me down and make me feel better! :) i love you babe! <3

On a different note, I just got home from another late night out of crazy starbucks drinking and food eating night with one of my best friends! Some how we alwaaaaayyyysss end up staying out till the middle of the night and end up at McDicks or Denny's because apparently we only get hungry in the wee hours of the night? :P

And I am super excited for a mini trip I have planned with my sister and my boyfriend to go visit my dad and step mom :) They live a little ways away so its hard to see them sometimes and we've only been to they're new place once and my boyfriend hasnt been there yet at all so I'm excited to bring him there and go visit with them :). And yes you grammer natzi's I realize this was one big run on sentance but i dont care! so ha! .. :)

dress came todaaaaay!

Soo this is the dress i ordered off of the website to my favorite store eveeeeerrrrr! Torrid for the win :) Can you tell its the first time I've ordered something online? :P Anyways I am very happy with it and I will wear for the rest of the day now .. even though its raining -_- And the boyfriend really liked it which helps out lol.

Today was my sunday you could say.  Since I am a worker at Starbucks I dont really have a set scheduale and I work very odd hours and days sometimes.  So this week I had Wednesday and Thursday off work which i like having my wednesdays off because my best friend gets every Wednesday off too so we have our own little tradition of going to ihop and starbucks and doing our own thing :)  But on the thursday since my boyfriend and bestfriend work monday to friday I dont really have anything to do durring the day.  So I usually stay in bed untill 1130 so I have less time to wait untill "the boyfriend" is done work and can come see me :) :P Which is what i did today!

And today was JERSDAAAAAAYYYY!! Yes I am one of them! :P I was so excited for the season 5 premire tonight! I thought it was very good.  And I must say when they were in Italy and Mike told everyone about him and Snookie, I really thought he was lieing.  But after watching tonights episode I gotta say I think theres some truth to his words now! Did you see how she got when Jioni got around Mike or "Uint"? (which by the way is a dumb ass name!!) She started crying and freaking out and she did not want them to be around each other at all! .. Snookie may not be as inocent as she tries to let us think! :O ;)

first blog post!

Soo this is my first blog post eveeerrr! So i dont really know what im doing im just mostly gonna say random things, whatever comes to my head.  I dont really have any intentions of people reading this lol.

So I guess i can start by telling you a little bit about myself, ofcorse im not going to give away my own name, because that would just be stupid :P But I will say I am a 19 year old girl .. try narrowing that down ;) I live in a smallish city surrounded by bigger cities.  I have a boyfriend who is the absolute love of my life.  He is everything to me and I dont know what I would do without him here.  He's a very .. sheltered I guess we can say boy lol.  I took him to a very popular and well known park here for the first time in his like a few days ago .. and did I mention he is 19 aswell? :P And in the summer I took him to our local beach for the first time too! In conclusion I love him and Im sure he will come up in conversation again :). 

Also I am a diseased person .. now before you go thinking Im physco  or crazy or something, I mean I am a diabetic and I also have celiac disease.  I have been diagnosed with type 1 diabetes for just over a year now, and I found out I was a celiac a few months ago.  I dont want to sound like Im a complainer but it is really hard to have both sometimes! Now I will be the first to addmit, Im not the best at taking care of my diseases.  Im actually prettttyyyy bad :( I know I should be much much much better than I am or else I will have some seriouse consiquensis. 

Anyways I think this is enough for tonight, hopefully I will remember to do this again tomorrow! Goodnight all <3 :)